April 18, 2005

This Is

by: EJ

No matter where I go,

Where ever I walk,

Where ever I sit,

I look around,

And think,

This is my life,

This is the life I've chosen,

It is a constant thought,

Every spare moment,

It comes to me,

This is my life,

It is my new saying,

But no one ever hears it but me,

I see it every where I look,

A neon flashing sign,

Saying this is my life,

I hear it every where,

A deafening noise,

Saying this is my life,

This is my life,

Can you feel it.

April 2, 2005

I'll Be

by: EJ

If you need someone to save you,

I'll be your knight in shining armor,

If you need help finding your way,

I'll be the first to grab your hand and guide you,

If you need someone to ignite your flame again,

I'll be your match,

If you fall off the edge,

And need to be put back together again,

I'll be your tape and glue,

No matter what you need,

I'll always be there by your side,

Every step of the way,

Just call my name,

And I'll come running,

Don't you see,

I'd give my life for you,

No matter if you're a friend or foe,

Just don't forget about me,

And that I do care,

I'll be anything,

Anything you want or need me to be,

I'll be there,

Just call my name.

April 1, 2005

Flamboyance

by: EJ

They go about their own lives,

Never taking notice of me,

They see the me they want to see,

Not the real one,

The real one doesn't exist to them,

But they don't really care anyways,

They never do,

Their world revolves around them,

But they can't see that I'm the moon,

Orbiting around them,

Seperate from everything,

Yet still there,

Simply observing them,

Wishing I could be part of their lives,

The real me,

Not the actress,

But I have to keeping acting,

Cause society won't except me,

I'm too different,

I don't meet their standards,

All because of who I really I am,

The flamboyant gay girl,

Atleast I wish I could be flamboyant.