June 26, 2001

Secrets
by: EJ

I have many secrets,

That I keep in my trinkets,

No one will ever know,

How deep they go,

Way down deep,

Hopefully always mine to keep,

There are some I need to tell,

So my mind can ring the final bell,

My tops about to blow,

She really needs to know,

Everything is real,

But how will she feel,

I am on the brink,

What will she think,

I heard the beep,

Its time to leap,

Now its up to fate,

Am I the one to hate,

Or will she be cool,

And know its only a tool,

For my life,

Thats been under the changing knife.

June 25, 2001

Missing You
by: EJ

My heart's screaming,

Cause everything is seeming,

So very far away,

Will it ever be okay,

You're always on my mind,

Which puts me in a bind,

It is my cue,

To get close to you,

I want to try,

But it just makes me cry,

I'm dying inside,

Without you by my side,

You're the one I miss,

It would be pure bliss,

And worth more than gold,

To be able to hold,

You once again,

The one I've always abided in,

Its hard to believe,

I was the first to leave,

And the first to try,

So that neither of us will cry or die.

June 6, 2001

Needing God
by: EJ

Well lately I've been doing my own thing,

Not doing what I need to,

But more of what I want to,

I haven't paid much attention to you,

I don't talk to you much either,

I have the time,

Yet I still don't do it,

I've got caught up in the world around me,

Instead of living my life only for you,

I've sinned a lot,

But I know that if I ask,

You will forgive me,

I was lost,

But now I am found,

I think I'm getting better,

Just give me some more time,

And maybe I will be,

The christian I used to be,

Cause I have realized,

You are the one I need,

And the only thing I need.