November 2, 2005

Fall From Grace

by: EJ

I included them in my world,

Then they took it over,

And threw me out the door,

Of course I take it seriously,

When I invest my time and emotions,

Into my interactions with these people,

I give them my trust,

And in the end they just use me again,

Taking advantage of my good intentions,

I'm tired of the games they play with me,

I am not their personal toy,

I distance myself once again,

In an attempt to save my life,

Cause I'm standing on the edge of reality,

And they keep helping me get closer to going over,

Perhaps that what they want,

To see me fall from grace,

If it can ever be considered that,

I know I could disappear forever,

And they would never notice or care,

So why am I so caught up in the way I feel now.