September 13, 2001

Don't Know Why
by: EJ

I don't have anything to write,

I don't have anything to say,

Whats happening to me,

What has happened to us,

We hardly talk anymore,

I feel I don't know you anymore,

I'm scared of losing you,

Yet I avoid you,

And I don't know why,

I don't know what is going on with me,

You were my life,

My best friend,

Now it hurts to be around you,

And I don't know why,

You are still my life,

And the only reason that I'm still alive,

Maybe its turning out like last year,

Cause for no reason at all,

I'm shutting out the ones I love,

Maybe that or I'm in pain,

When I'm anywhere near them,

I'm so confused,

Cause I don't know why.