October 4, 2001

Haunting
by: EJ

This time around,

I won't be lucky,

Things won't go back to normal,

Its just not possible,

Not after what I did,

Even if we could reconcile,

I don't think,

I could forgive myself,

The memories will always haunt me,

For now,

Things are awkward,

And I do plenty of avoiding,

I know it has to hurt her,

But some part of me,

Is driving me to end our friendship,

Trust me,

I'm hurting too,

I think about her 24/7,

And about what I did,

And it haunts me the entire time.