July 31, 2005

No Sign

by: EJ

When I felt that key in my hand,

My heart dropped like a stone,

I drove by the bar she was at after I left work,

No sign of her,

The whole way home I cried,

All the while hoping,

She'd be waiting for me at my apartment,

No sign of her,

I come inside hoping,

She'd left me a note or message on my machine,

No sign of her,

She didn't come here tonight,

Like I wanted and needed her to,

But she was giving me my space,

She doesn't realize how majorly she fucked up by not coming here,

I will see you at 11 she says,

What happens when I slam the door in her face,

If you're my girlfriend who I only get to see once a week,

And the one day you're here and I need you,

You say I'll think about it,

Thats fucked up.